Mandir jaa raha tha mein
Aaj bhi raaste mein wo dikhi
Mandir jaa raha tha mein
Thora bhi sharm bich mein n aane di
Aankhon ko aakhon mein utarne di
Mera Prem swikarya hai use
Bas uska hi praman hai yeh
Fir bich mein lajja ko kyu aane deti
Jab dono ke hriday ko yeh swikarya hai
Netra to bas madhyam hai
Anubhuti ke to aur bhi saadhan hai
Par aakhon se bhawnaon ka aadan pradan ishwar paane ke saman hai
Nischal aur nirmal hai
Nishkapat aur nirdosh hai
Har saam mein mandir jaata
Par kyu jaata tha mandir
Maa to har jagah hai
Maa to sab mein hai
Fir mandir mein aisa kya alag tha
Jo mujhe apni aur khichta tha
It pathar ki hai sanrachna
Baaki bhawno jaisa hi hai
Maa to mere saath thi
Is bhawan mein aisi kya baat thi
Mehnat ka fal mitha hota hai
Usmein juda santosh hota hai
Roj jaata tha maa ke pass
Lagta tha unse hi milne aaya hu
Sab saath chhor gaye the
Kuch n tha mere pass
Bhari sunya tha man mein
Akelapan bhar n paata tha
Maa ka ahsaas hi antim ilaaz tha
Is nirjan sansar mein maa se hi apnapan tha
Dekh asafalta apna saaya bhi saath chhor jaata hai
Phir rishto ki kya baat karein
Ugta ko hi sab pucchte hai
Dubta to kho jaata hai
Ek baar jo man se viswaas gaya
Sara raasta apne aap hi band ho jaata hai
Man durwikaro se bhar jaata hai
Dur tak andhera chha jata hai
Aisa anishit samay tha mera
Kismat se yudh mein rat tha
N koi raasta dekh
Maa ke sharan mein gaya
Maa ka hi bharosa tha
Isliye maa se milne jaata tha
Mandir mein to log aate hi hai
Ishwar se manchaha fal chahte hi hai
Par waha har saam bhir nahi hoti thi
Bas ravivar ki saam ko hi abadi thora jyada hoti thi
Maa se milne aate the
Ya saam bitane aate the
Jiwan ka yeh katu satya
Hum sab ko gyaat hai
Mandir to purana hai
Par log naye hai
Ek budhi dadi bhi aati thi
Par woh Maa ki puja hetu aati thi
Sandhya aarati ki hissa thi woh
Saalon se aa rahi thi
Unki bhakti unke chehre pe jhalakti thi
Unhone pura jiwan maa ko arpan kiya tha
Maa se prem hi to hai
Na mujhe kapkapati thand rok paati thi
Na musladhaar baarish
Dadi ki kya baat kahu
Woh to pura jiwan hi yeh aadarsh sthapit ki thi
Ek larki bhi unke saath aati thi
Wo mujhe pehchanti thi
Mein bhi uska intezaar karta tha
Bina kuch kahe hi hum ek dusre ki bhasa samajhte the
Ek dusre ke aakhon mein utarte the
Hamara hriday ek tha
Pavitra aur nischal
Baccho ka yeh prem kitna utkrist tha
Par kuch din baad wo aana band kar di
Ek aaghat sa tha
Hriday ko tikshna peeda hui thi
Par maa ko mujhpe daya aa gayi
Dadi ko sahara dene ek nayi larki aane lagi
Saayad wo uski hi behan thi
Mujhe to roj hi jaana tha
Kaise bhulo un adarsh saamo ko
Bhakti aur prem se autprot
Pura din sandhya ke intezaar mein vyagra rahta tha
Maa se jo milna tha
Daudte bhaagte roj pahuchta tha
Maa se milne ki ajeeb chatpataht thi
Kabhi pasine mein simta hua
To kabhi bhinga hua pahuchta tha
To kabhi kapkapati saam mein
To kabhi machalte hue sandhya mein
Vasant ke saam ki baat hi alag thi
Jaake waha baithta tha ghanto tak
Hare ghaas ki makhmali chadar par
Kabhi ghaas sukha bhi rahta tha
To kabhi baarish ke pani se laba lab
To kabhi os mein bheenga hua
Mujhe to maa se milna tha
Ghaas se bhi anokha sambandh tha mera Ghaas bhi pecchane lagte the
Unhe bhi mujhse prem hogaya hoga
Tabhi to mujhe dekh ithlaate the
Kabhi Idhar mur jaate the
To kabhi udhar muh kar lete the
Mein bhi unpe baith ghanto tak maa se baatein karta tha
Dil ka har dard unse saajha karta tha
Par maa ko nahi dekh paata tha
Pata nahi kyu
Saayad sharmata tha
Maa samajhti thi
Unka yeh beta thora sa pyara hai
Saal beet gaye
Har saam ki intezaar mein
Wo ehsaas fir nahi mila
Uski kami dil mein kahi dabi hai par khaas hai
Use bhi roj hi aana tha
Surmayi saam ko niharna tha
Aarati to bahana tha
Sach mein to maa se milna tha
Mein uske liye kya tha
Yeh to maa ko hi pata tha
Naam bhi nahi jaan paaya tha saalon mein
Par dono bandhe the ek hi prem ke dor se
Ek hi hriday tha
Jo prem se juda tha
Maa hi saakshi thi hamare prem ki
Mandir mein maa ke yeh do bacche
Jo bhakt bhi the unke
aakhon se milte the
Har saam aakhon se hi dil ki baatein saajha karte the
Ek ankaha sa sambandh tha hamara
Bilkul pavitra aur nischal
Duniya ke paridhi se bahut dur
Antarman mein kahi nihit
Mandir hi woh sthan tha
Jo hamare liye kshitiz ke paar tha
Dubte suraj ke saath
Mandir hi hamare prem ke liye nir tha
Wo bhi ghanto rahti mandir ke prangan mein
Aur mein ghaas pe baitha
Wo maa ke paas hoti
Mein thora dur jameen pe baitha
Use to puja bhi karna tha
Mein to sadharan tha
Mein agrbatti,dhup se thora dur tha
Mein bas waha baitha rahta
Mere liye woh ghar jaisa tha
Maano mein to wahi rahta tha
Sabka prem mujhe sulabh tha
Par jab woh aane lagi
To mera prem bhi uske liye hi tha
Mein bhi roj jaata
Na mein kabhi ruka
Aisa bhi nahi hua
Ki wo kisi bhi din n aayi ho
Saalon tak aisa chalta raha
Maa ki Sandhya aarati ke hum dono saakhshi banein
Ab tak maa ka hi bharosa tha
Ab usse bhi kuch lagaw sa tha
Mandir mein to kai log aate the
Ek ankaha sa pehchaan ho gayi thi
Par us ki baat alag thi
Kaisa hai yeh sambandh
Ek bhi shabd kharch nahi
N kuch kahne ki jarurat
N kuch sunne ki jarurat
Bas har sandhya maa ke pass hum dono
Maano mein pagal hota to baat alag hoti
Par uska viswaas to mujhse bhi jyada atal tha
Maa ke saath mujh mein bhi tha
Prem vyavahar hai
Yeh koi karm nahi
N hi koi pratikriya hai
Khone paane se upar
Ishwar ko mahsoos karna hai
Yeh nirgun khsan
Mere jiwan ki sabse badi uplabdhi hai
Jiwan kitna sundar hai
Iska hi udharan hai
Prem se badhakar is sansar mein kuch nahi
Tu prem ho jaa
Ishwar se alag nahi hai
Lagta hai jiwan mein sab kuch paa liya
Ab kuch paana sesh nahi
Jisne aisa utkrist prem paa liya
Koi use kya de paayega
Aur jiwan mein isse badhkar kya hi paayega
Saari shristi sunya hai
Saara samay gaun hai
Us antim bindu pe mera man hai
Kon si ritu kab aayi
Kon si ritu kab beet gayi
Kab maa aayi aur chali gayi
Kab holi rang barsa gayi
Kuch nahi pata mujhe
Bas maa ke pass jaana hai
Itna hi yaad raha
Yaha koi prem geet nahi
Jiska srijan mere hriday mein hua ho
Uske aalokan se
Mere man mein koi sangeet bhi utpan nahi
N hi koi mridang baja ho mere man mein
Na hi mera hriday jhankrit hua ho uske sparsh se
Na koi naya raag gaya meine
N suro ki lahariya saji mere man mein
Sab kuch sunya hai
Bhawrahit hai
Kuch bhi paane ki lalsa nahi
Bas maa ke pass jaana hai
Itna hi dhridta thi mere man mein
Sansar mein itna uttam prem kisne paaya hoga
Bhawvihin aur sunya
N koi rup ka saundarya
Jiska bakhan mein karu
N koi kaam ki uttejna
Jiski laalsa mein purn karu
Aisa kuch bhi nahi
Maa se prem ke saman hi
Itna nischal itna nirwikaar hi
Kuch nahi hai mere man mein
Us prem ka pradarshan ke liye
Bas wo hai kahi
Mere man mein itna hi spandan hai
Aaj itne saal bit gaya hai
Prem aaj bhi usi saman hai
Mein bhi ab waha nahi
Jab ghar jaata bhi hu to
Mandir kaha jaa pata hu
Par kai saal beet jaane ke baad bhi
Ek dusre ke liye wahi aakarshan hai
Uske aakhon mein waisa hi prem hai
Lajja ko bich mein nahi aane deti hai
Kaisa yeh uttam prem hai
Mein n bhi maanu
Ho jaau apne soch mein idhar udhar
Mera viswaas dig bhi jaaye
Par uska vyavahar nahi badalta
Aankhon mein aakh utarta hi hai
N kuch kahna parta hai
N kuch sunne ki jarurat parti hai
N koi sparsh ki iccha
N paa lene ki koi jidd
Phir sawal man mein uthta hai
Aakhir mein hu kon
Garv se man bhar jaata hai
Par mein to kuch bhi nahi
Maa mahan hai
Maa hi sab kuch
Jiwan ke yatra ka sabse sukhad paraw hai
Us samay nischit hi mein akela tha
Dukh saajha karne ko koi n tha
Mere har karya mein viswaas ki kami parilakshit hoti thi
Safalta ka koi naamo nishan hi n tha
Bhavishya bhi andhkaar mein tha
Par prem ke aise anand mein hriday prafullit tha
Man tript tha
Jiwan harshit tha
Ek alag tarah ka hi anand tha
Jiwan bhakti ras se purn tha
Maa ke sanidhya mein tha
Maa ke kitna pass tha
Aaj sab kuch badal gaya hai
Sab kuch mere pass hai
Dukh baatne ko kai saathi pass hai
Par maa ke pass nahi jaa pata hu
Us utkrist prem se vanchit rah jaata hu....
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