The pain feels like my chest will tear apart,

The pain feels like my chest will tear apart,

And blood will rise from my heart.

The pain is so intense,

Whenever I think of her.

She never even looked back at me,

Years have passed waiting for her.

But this year, I will still get married.

When she was with me, every day was bright,

Now without her, every day feels like night.

Her words, her laughter, her smile,

All come back to me, and my heart breaks all the while.

I had thought she’d always stay,

But little did I know, she would go away.

Those moments, when we were together,

Now they feel like a dream that I can’t tether.

Now I’m alone, and she’s not here,

So many times I’ve said, “You’re no longer near.”

Every night, her memory rises within,

And even the morning sun seems dim.

I once lived with the hope in my heart,

But now those hopes have been torn apart.

The pain is so deep,

That words cannot speak.

I fear my chest will burst, and blood will spill,

When I drown in her memories, unable to heal.

I once saw my home in her eyes,

Now I see someone else in them, and I realize.

Was it my fault? Did I do something wrong?

Is she happy now that I’m not where I belong?

Does she think of me? Does she feel this pain?

So many times I’ve asked myself, was it all in vain?

The moment when she never turned to me,

Now that moment stings with agony.

Those hands that once held me tight,

Now belong to another, and I’m lost in the night.

We once seemed inseparable, destined to be,

But now she’s just a memory that haunts me.

Years of waiting, each day, each night,

Living in search of her love, holding on tight.

But now, every wait feels hollow,

Without her, my heart doesn’t follow.

The happiness that was once ours,

Now is just a dream behind distant stars.

This year, I will still get married,

Because life can’t stop, though it’s been harried.

The pain in my heart may never fade,

But perhaps, a new beginning will offer shade.

What will happen if I move on now?

What will happen if I learn to love somehow?

These thoughts swirl in my mind,

But understanding my heart has become hard to find.

Will I ever escape this pain?

Will life ever feel right again?

Living with these questions,

I still move forward,

Hoping one day peace will find me,

But until then, the pain will remain a part of me.

The pain is so deep when I think of her,

But I know, one day, I’ll heal from this blur.

Still, those memories will never leave,

For they are a part of my life I can’t retrieve.

With this pain, I’ll move ahead,

For in the end, I must choose my path instead.