Why should I plead with her to talk to me

Why should I plead with her to talk to me,

She doesn’t know how I can’t survive without speaking to her.

There’s a longing in my heart, and silence on my lips,

Just a word from her is what I miss every day.

Every time I think of her, my heart weeps,

Living lost in her memories feels like a punishment that never sleeps.

How do I pass every moment without talking to her?

It feels like embracing death while still alive, living with this blur.

How many times has my heart told me to go and speak,

But I fear she might say, "It’s too late, our paths no longer meet."

She may say, "Talking to you is no longer right,"

And I fear this truth more than my own plight.

All I want is one conversation, a simple word,

A question, an answer, anything that’s heard.

Will she ever understand the pain inside me?

Or will she remain silent, as she always has, letting me be.

Will she ever know that I can’t live without her touch?

Will she realize that her silence hurts me so much?

My heart pleads for her to understand,

Because without her words, my soul can’t withstand.

What should I do? Who can I tell?

When I think of her, I just fall deeper into this well.

Why doesn’t she understand? Why can’t she see,

That without her, my heart is broken, endlessly.

I live in a world that feels empty and cold,

Without her, everything just seems to fold.

Will she ever feel this pain that grows inside?

Or will she remain indifferent, leaving me to collide?

A smile from her, a laugh, that's all I need,

She’s just a step away, but this silence is all I heed.

Will she ever realize how much I long for her voice,

Or will I just fade away, with no choice?

If she stays silent, I’ll keep breaking inside,

But if she speaks, my heart will finally find its guide.

But will she ever know, will she ever see,

That without her, I’ll fade into nothingness, lost in misery?

Should I hold on to hope, or let her go?

Should I hate her silence, or let the feelings flow?

What should I do, when the answer’s unknown,

When I feel so alone, in this silence I’ve grown?

Does she know that even in her silence, I’m bound to fall apart?

Will she ever realize that without her, there’s no beat in my heart?

Why should I plead, why should I beg,

When she doesn’t understand, the way I’m forced to live in this web?